We all lie

We All Lie Recently, my girlfriend dumped me. In her words, “I hurt people.” She believed that she hurt me which caused me to lash out and in turn hurt her with my words. I saw her in pain. I saw this woman who proclaimed to love me to be in emotional pain that she … [Read more…]


I used to think I would never fall in love again. Then I did. And now I am dealing with my own damage of trying to push those whom I love away. Sometimes, I wish I was normal. I wish I could be a normal person. To love and be loved. I don’t know why … [Read more…]

The bad thing about sharing your blog

This blog is more or less anonymous. So when I get hits from people I like IRL, I wonder. Apparently, since I quit Facebook, this has been a source. And I have a love/hate relationship with it. I’d love to get to know more people than FB. Yet, that doesn’t seem possible. Even with people … [Read more…]

My little girl had surgery

A couple years ago, Bea’s vet pointed out a large almond shape growth in her mouth hanging from her upper jaw. At the time, the vet recommended monitoring the growth and if it ever changed, grew, or bothered her removal may be needed. A few weeks ago, when we were playing frisbee I noticed she … [Read more…]

Kauai 2019 – Travel Day

Last year, when I visited Hawai’i – the Big Island – i heard from a few people that I should visit Kauai – The Garden Island of Hawai’i. I put it on the list.  On New Year’s Day this year, I went one of my favorite hikes and was a bit introspective as I sat … [Read more…]

Star Wars at the Kennedy Center

This past Saturday evening, I put on jeans and a Star Wars t-shirt and a suit jacket. I sat in a box seat at the Kennedy center and watched Star Wars: A New Hope (Special Edition) while the orchestra played John Williams’ Academy Award winning score. It was amazing to see little kids, people from … [Read more…]

if nothing else I can cook…

What do people do that suffer insomnia and get hungry? Well, if they live in New York City, go outside, walk a block or two and find a diner. The rest of us of have to re-heat leftovers OR cook. Last night at around 3am, I cooked. Admittedly, this was a unique experience for me, … [Read more…]